You just have to have it.

Faith that is. You just have to have in when you are in this game. That is what my entire day has been about. Faith that everything will work out the way that it is supposed to . Its when all of my little plans and designs come into play that my whole mind gets all fucked up. I know that I am in the exact place that I am supposed to be. but part of me dosent like that place and thinks thatI have to change it. or do something that will effect that change. but i really have no idea what the fuck is good for me. I have never been good at knowing what was good for me. thats the whole problem.
So I need to remember that what I need to have is faith. Thats what I am trying to do..