The Society of the Second Chance

today it has been quite a bitch. really pretty hard if you do ask me.. I am praying lately.. going to meetings and talking with my sponsor..
but no matter what.. I really do miss her especially much today. and I dont know why. I have no idea what it is that is going to happen.. and i have no control over it.
All that I know is that is.... it is really hard today. and I know that my higher power is right there behind me..