Cry Me A River

I hate being an adult sometimes. Sometimes I just want things to go the way that I want them to go. I want people to act the way that I want them to act. 

I guess I am just sore lately because of all of the things that have been going on with me lately... I know that I have no control over those things.. And that is a beautiful thing. 

Sometimes I have to make adult decisions... Or others have to make those decisions for their own good and they effect me. I have to respect the wishes of these people.. But I don't have to like them.  

I know that these things are happening and that they are for my own good. But damn it... It sucks.