The Word, "Can't"

Sometimes i think that the word "can't" is in my vocabulary way too much. I catch myself thinking about it or down right saying it to myself. I know that it really just is a whole lot of fear that is churning itself around in my head. I know that fear is not the best thing for me.
My life is right in front of me.. .just ripe for the taking. I am an optimistic person.. and i always have been, but sometime i just think that i don't think that way. I know that my higher power has something that is in store for me. i have no idea what it is... but i know that there is something.

Oh, the Places You'll Go!

Hey All... Thought that you might want to see this. I think that it is truly magical. From 1999 to 2004 I went to Burning Man. Every year I went out to the Black Rock Desert and ran around on the playa with everyone. When I would be getting ready to go out there I would always have to plan exactly what I was taking. This would always include a very large supply of drugs and alcohol. Don't get me wrong... the desert did change my life. It was one of the single most important things to have every happened to me. It made me open up my eyes to some things that were bigger and brighter then I was. While I was there I was always trying to catch this dragon. The dragon was my very first high that I got when I was out there for the first time. It was something that was impossible to catch. I would spend a lot of time just trying to catch that....
This year I am hoping to go again.. and this time I am going to be clean and sober... and not so preoccupied.. There is a huge recovery scene that is out there also. I guess that it is a lot of people that are just like I am.
This year will have a very special place in my heart... and I can't wait. If you have no idea what the hell that I am talking about... just watch.
have a great night everyone... lots of love.

Nothing Could Be Finer

I am having a very good day today. Here are some pictures that illustrate the point.