bummed. bummed. bummed.

Wow Wow Wow...
Super Bummed right now..
I just want to put it out there to try to take the power out of it but that is the way that I feel. I just had a really major life event happen. Other then my nephew being born.....

There are things that I think about that remind me of her and my heart just sinks for a little bit. I can pull myself out of it after a couple of minutes by just reciting the Serenity Prayer. There are things that I cant control and I have to remember that.

My patience is something that I know is important.... but I just hate waiting. Things happen in my life that I have no explanation for.

I will be fine. I am a survivor.