There are times that I forget what it is that I have been through... and I sell my self short. Sometimes when I am in a little funky mood, like today, it takes doing some step work to get me outside of myself.
This is something that I really didn't want to do because I feel comfortable when I am in that place. It is warm and comfortable. I know that this is not the place that I want to be at for long because it breeds darkness for me.
Now I know how to get out of that darkness and I don't have to wallow in it. I was watching a movie tonight in which the maine theme of the movie was Faith. It was something that I have not thought of in long time. It is something that should be essencial to my day-to-day life really. The faith that I do not have all of the answers and that there is something out there that has much grander plans then they ones that I have for myself.
I have to remember that... i have to have faith.
Below is the video for the song that really inspired me to write the post before this one. It always makes me think about how lucky I am to have what I have right now.... which is so much.
Oh yeah... so I am going to be writing more in this blog, because it has always been a place of comfort and therapy for me. I am going to be writing more things about my life today and what interests me and the things that I support and love.
